this is exactly why falling in love is so GOD DAMN HARD!

Sometimes you just over-do it..You assume, you EXPECT! TOO MUCH! It's not that easy, it takes time, time for the both of you to grow. Sorry, but I think im missing something, or yet, you need to get your facts right..

I went to school today looking forward in geeting something from someone.My day started early because I drove to school today. I was already up around 5am, and I was in school about 6am.Had breakfast with friends, went to class still sleepy.Just before my lunch break, my music teacher talked to me, because we had a little fight in class while I was having my practical test.Then it was official, my day was beginning to SUCK! Then I got my pasalubong from a friend, so for a bit I had a smile on my face before going to my last class. Right after my swimming class, I was so tired, I can barely walk back to my car. So I went ahead, said goodbye to my friends, drove home with my eyes closing. When I got home, opened my PC to do some research,I see this STAT on YM, and I was like "WTH!?"! The words, why???

I was really tired to stay in school, so went home to rest. Sorry pero ang obvious eh.Im trying to make things right, still...UGH!

DREAM SEASON,YOUR MY ONLY HOPE! make me smile..please...

For the record my class today was 7am - 1pm,no break,then my last major class 3-5pm. All I can say is this was a FREAKIN' TIRING,SURPRISING,IRRITATING DAY!!!

final four

the LOOOOOOOOOOOONG WAIT IS OVER!

we're in the final four of our summer basketball league for the 2nd time since,,, i cant remember.hahaha well, we're up against #1 because we won last night and got 4th spot.yey! back to training! hope to win over the GIANTS of Marsh.. ^_^

things we sing if we're bumming at home..

Blame it on the Goose (goose)
Got you feeling loose (loose)
Blame it on Petron ('tron)
Got you in the zone (zone)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the alcohol (fades)

Girl, What ya drinking
Gone let it sink inHere for the weekend
Thinking, we can
See what we can be if we press fast foward
Just one more roundIf you're down, I'm for it
Fill another cup up
Feeling on your butt-What?
You don't even care now
I was unaware How fine you was
before my buzz set in (My buzz set in)


Now to the Ballers popping bottles
With their Henny in they cups
Screaming "Money ain't a thing"
And if it ain't, throw it upIn the sky,
Hold your drinks up high
And to the independent Ballers
Who can buy they own bottles
And if you looking like a model
When them broke fellas holla
Tell them bye
And hold ya drinks up highYou can...

Blame it on the Goose (goose)
Got you feeling loose (loose)
Blame it on Petron ('tron)
Got you in the zone (zone)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the Vodka
Blame it on the Henny
Blame it on the Blue Tap
Gotcha feeling dizzy
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the alcohol (fades)

having fun so far...

i had my first outing this summer last friday. wow. can't believe i went out of QC.haha oh well, hope that there will be more outings to come. its already may and i only have one outing so far.. one more month then back on the books. damn.. need to max out my free time while its still summer RAYT? hahaha vj gregg, you rock dude. hahah

i hate losing..

just got home from the game.lost only by 4pts..SAYANG! we've been playing together for almost 4 years now, and still we dont finish strong during the the final strecth of the ballgame..though we played hard,still, the chemistry isn't there(thats what I see..).we're a team, but play as individuals.. all the sweat and bruises for nothing.. tired and knee's aching, Im just hoping that the following games, we'll pull through..

>>Go J.P. Maroons!

loving it..

hahaha enjoy pala mag blog.WAHAHAHAHAHA

wow.amazing.ang galing.can't believe it!

because of my long lost Sunday school classmate, itago natin sa pangalan na "iyay", ako ay gumawa ng account dito sa blogspot. i dont know what to blog about, since she's the only one im chatting with right now, lets talk about her. haha iya, sorry, kaw eh, ayan, napa blog ako.hahaha ikkwento ko na pano ulit tyo nagkita. hahaha ala MMK 'to..and here it goes....

ako ay dating nag sisimba sa isang kilalang Christian Church sa Manila, itago naatin sa pangalan na "rotonda Church".. bigatin ang mga tao, i mean ang mga mata, dahil 5am kami nag sservice ng famlily ko doon.. since boring, at ako'y bata pa, ginala ko ang simbahan ,at nag vandal sa under renovation spot pa ng Church..kasama ko ang aking mga buddies na si "cis" at "kalo".. kami ay nakonsensya sa aming ginawa, kaya nung sumunod na linggo, nag sunday school na kami..

xmpre,bago kami sa class, aba, tignan daw ba kami ulo hanggang paa ng mga uhuging mga bata doon, sinasabi ng mga mata nila na "you dont belong here.."..ouch.para kaming mga dead kids, wlang kaibigan na iba kundi kaming tatlo lang..hindi ko maalala ang mga naging classmate ko doon, except dun sa mga rivals namin na mga babae..3 din sila, ata? or 4 o 5...? ewan, di ko na talaga maalala.basta ayun, mga babaeng insecure, dahil kami yata ay threat sa knila, na kami ng tatlo ni cis at kalo ang maging favorite ng teachers doon.. lagi nila kami inaaway, inaagawan ng upuan, napaiyak pa nila si cis noon! grabe, total war sa classroom.. (reminder,nasa loob po kami ng simbahan).

tpos there was this time na kami ay di na kasya sa monoblock na upuan sa sunday school, so gumagamit na kami ng adult monoblock, ung wla ng harang sa gilid.wow, yes, feeling adult na kami..(puberty stage na ata...?) ayun, sorry kung ako ay wholesome,tama ba spelling? wholesome?oo tama yan..comment nlng kayo kung mali.hehehe going back, so uso noon ang mga boy band and girl groups sa music industry, ang BSB,N*sync,Spice girls,S Club 7,Boyzone,5ive!.. oh diba, mga panahon namin yan.ayan, so Christmas party, dapat daw may presentation ang mga magkakaberks sa class.ewan ko kung ksma dito si iyay..?wla ata sila npresent kc..secreeet,later na.

ayun, so ako si cis at kalo ay kumuha ng song mula sa N*sync, ako si Justin T, cis as Joey, at si kalo si JC Chasez.oh diba? ang bigat! sumayaw kami nun sa aking pagkakaalala. at napa-WOW namin ang mga bata na nanunuod.yes,bata,kami ay mga 13-14 na nun, ang audience namin ay mga 6,7,8 years old palang.PERO!nagustuhan nila ang aming get-up na baggy pants,XXXL shirt and jacket habang sumasayaw, xmpre pati ung moves namin na sobrang di namin pinagpractisan..ang mga babaeng kalaban namin ay walang nagawa noong Christmas party, nag serve lang ata sila ng pagkain..eeewwwww...wawa naman.karma kc ang sama nila samin.si iyay naalala ko inagawan ako ng upuan, madaming beses! naiiyak nko nun pero dapat strong, kc uso ang asaran nun na "aaah iyakin!BAKLA!BAKALA!" and yung mga tipong nag CR ka ng mdyo matagal pero kumain ka narin, sasabihin nila "aaaaaay TUMAE!TUMAE!"..ayan, yan ang uso noon samin.asaran hanggang sa may umiyak at patulan n ng lalaki ang babae sa suntukan.hahaha haaaayyy.those we're the days..at ofcourse, palagi kaming cool, di kami umiiyak, di namin pinapa-obvious na tumae nga kami, kc ung cookies na pinakain samin ay expired na pala at nasira ung tiyan namin..AYOS!

ang nene at totoy pa kc namin nun, di pa uso ang camera at cellphone with cam, so no picture picture..pero ngayon, mdyo naaalala ko na ung ichura ni iyay, bsta masungit ung ichura niya noon, at maldita, boss, tska high blood na.bata palang high blood na.bilis magalit.ISKEYRI!sobra!haha

so now,lumipas ang mahabang panahon, 6,7,8 years na, uso na ang FRIENDSTER,MYSPACE,MULTIPLY, at xmpre, FACEBOOK! dito, (para sa mga di pa nakakaalam) pwede mo na hanapin ang mga long lost family members mo, mga pinsan, kaibigan na namundok na, at kung sino ma'ng celebrity na type mo, may account diyan sa mga site na yan! astig diba? biruin mo, you can now chat with your favorite celebrity! BONGGA!ang taraaay! dito ako nahanap ni iyay. ako ay in-add niya, at nag message skn na "hi james!". sabi ko naman ay "hi"..sa isip isip ko, pinsan ko ba 'to?haha at sinabi niyang "remember me? classmate mo ako sa sunday school noon sa 'rotonda Church'".. ako ay napa-WHOA!? easy, parang sa movies lang 'to ngyayari, long lost classmate/rival/friend mo nahanap ka sa INTERNET!? astiiiiiiiiig! wow, iba na tlga ang nagagawa ng teknolohiya.haha ayun, so now, we're trying to catch up on things, chatting, texting para ma bridge ung gap..

iyay has changed a lot as i remember..(malamang,13 plng kami when we last saw each other) haha mabait na xa sakin, though she calls me "manong" na, kala mo naman ang bata pa niya, manang din naman siya! hahaha ang cool lang na after all these years, who would have thought na magkikita pa ulit kami, though not literally face to face, pero diba, we're talking again.. ^_^ nakakatuwa..

hope to see u soon iyay!tc and God bless